rachael

I'm back!

2011-02-16T10:26:00.003+08:00

Dear blog, I have neglected you for too long. I'm back to fill you with more words and maybe pictures. New year has arrived, even Chinese New Year and Valentine's day...

How did you people spend your new year? I was chilling out with bestie, grace and germaine at mel's place. Nice chill out place tho I havent been there for some time already.

With the girls:

So yea, that was how I spent my New Year's Eve, slept the whole day on the 1st.. Hahaa.. Nothing new..

As for CNY, we had to work all the way from 17 Jan till 1 Feb. Due to the overwhelming number of customers who wanna look pretty for CNY. Had our nails done late at night, after the last appointments.

Here's my CNY nails :D

Pretty right? Haha love it.. It's still pretty now.. Just that it has all grown out..

And batam.. As every year, we would spend our CNY at different parts of Batam.. Haha... Fun with the family! And Caleb joined us this year.! That cute lil thing..

So here is almost everyone who went..

Haha.. Fun fun fun!!

And this is me playing with Caleb!

Hohoho!!

Got bullied by that 5 yr old. HAHA..

So that was first 3 days of CNY..

Headed to DF after the dinner at home, was pretty boring.. And headed over to PH for awhile before going home. Another day passed.

And zoomed in another week, was mr bz's birthday. Got him a shirt and a card. Hur..

And zoom in another week, it's VDay aka Valentine-lonely Day. Was spent in CQ with wifey. Two of us sitting at Pump Room looking oh-so-lonely. HAHA. Till mr bz and prawn came down..

Headed to Lavender for supper before heading home.

So this is like a mini update of what has happened in the past 1.5 months of the new year. I promise to update as regularly as I can.

On mc today

2010-10-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

am on mc today. kinda sucks tho.

sore throat cant talk hence abit pointless to work.

i need my voice to work. haha.

so today is a stay home chiong proj day.

due date is coming..

see la.. procrastinate till now.

tsk tsk tsk..

9 more days to my birthday.

i cant wait.

bkk bkk!

pls stop flooding…

till the next time..

ciao~

mmmm

2010-09-26T19:08:00.002+08:00

hi im back to blog ehe..

just wanna write something here.

have a short update.

nothings happend in the past month.

nothing interesting thats all.

found out some things..

got a lil crazyy..

now im like bits here n there.

heading to bkk in nov.

im looking for the trip..

the shopping and everything.

but not really sure about some stuff.

i hope it all gets solved.

hais. :(

Adel's bd

2010-08-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

it's adel's bd on sat.
went to meet them at tpy after class..
had koi.
train-ed down to vivo to find the rest of them

den it was helipad & nana!

pics pics pics :P

Facebook | 14 Aug 10 - It's my 22nd ! Helipad♥ ClubNana♥

been dead

2010-07-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

ok i've been dead again.

am on mc this week.

extracted the wisdom tooth.

2 of them

wanted to do the 3rd

but the dentist said no neeed.

n i almost died doing the 2.

the sound as if a chainsaw..

omggggggg.

i really almost died pls.

i cannot stand these sounds.

it's the 2nd day today at home.

i can die alr.

been having soups, porridge n ice cream.

n i get hungry easily.

how to lose weight like that?

hahaha..

been watching shows on pptv..

偷心大圣 n 是美男啊

both nice

hahaha..

but abit tired of chasing shows one leh..

get bored too easily .

so yea..

slack at home for this week.

feels alright..

just the jaw very 酸 and tired ba..

and keep having that tighten feeling there.

abit xin ku..

eeeeeee.

i cannot forget the sound.

eeeek.

i wanna go sentosa again leh..

but nobody's free to go with me.

ah ><

bbad dream

2010-07-07T09:51:00.002+08:00

had a bad dream.

i dreamt i saw him and her.

either pictures of videos.

they were happy.

i wasnt.

somehow after all that, i couldnt take it.

i tried to jump off a building.

but someone saved me in time.

hur.

am i so affected?

To dream that you commit suicide, suggests that conditions in your life are so frustrating that you no longer want to deal with the situation or relationship You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life.

say goodbye to one aspect of myself..

new stage in my life...

hopefully....

Alternatively, seeing your ex in your dream also signifies aspects of yourself that you have x'd out or neglected.

hmmm. wad aspects.

hahahaha..

but it was a rubbish dream la.

not worth mentioning

newwwwwwwwww aspects :)

Brief update

2010-05-29T19:28:00.001+08:00

Nothing much happening as usual. Kinda quit clubbing. Not much fun for me to go. Nothing entices me to go either la., lol..

Suddenly began online shopping again. On VS this time. Bikini n makeup n such. Shd be good. Ordered a lip gloss from adel as well. Those luminating gloss. Shd be good!

Supposed to go jb tml but I guess there's some changes. Might b heading to town instead I think. I wanna get my cd la. Lol n maybe some coach stuff? If there's any left haha..

On de bus now.. Kaki bukit area alr. Shd b home soon.

Ha. Ok la dunno wad to update alr. Shall end here.

Bye blog.

exam exam fever

2010-05-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

exams are here..

its ending tml.

yeyness.

i hate exams..

it gives me all the headache..

all the crap..

gastric all that...

im bloated all the way to my throat..

like anytime can puke out =\

roar

bored

2010-05-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

im bored on this rainy sunday evening..

watched epi 204 n 205 of 爱..

hahaha.

in hokkien ok!

i could understand

hahahah

anyways. now is kinda like waiting for the rain to stop..

so we can go for dinner..

now its like ahhhhh.

im bored.

damnit!!

haish

update

2010-05-04T11:57:00.003+08:00

im back from kl.

was fun!!

drove up..

took about 2.5/3 hours from kl..

reached there about 5.30?

slacked at mac..

den checked in at 7am.

freaking tired..

so we slpt till about 12 plus..

out for lunch n shopping.

was fun.!

heavy rain tho.

headed to sungei wang, times square and chinatown...

dinner was claypot rice..

yummmmmmmmms!~

2nd day.. woke up and went to times square.

we did nails while de guys walked around..

den shopping again.

walk n walk..

headed back to hotel at about 6...

den slp again...

till 10 plus woke up for dinner.

went to tapao food at hotel downstairs there.. had a feast in the room :X

den slpt at 1 plus am..

den 3rd day woke up.

for breakfast den out again...

checked out..

den went to jb alr.

this time took about 2.5 hr to reach jb.

shopped abit at holiday plaza..

bought snacks..

reached sg at about 4plus 5 ba..

den home alr..

slpt at 9pm

still so tired now :X

hehe

i love my this pic :x

hmmm

2010-04-12T08:38:00.002+08:00

update update..

too many thigns happened la..

went jn..

went makan..

went here n there...

watched 2 movies in 1 week..

how to train your dragon n date night.

both are worth watching!! :D

goood movies.

good for laughter...

headed to newton on sat also..

bea's bd dinner.

had so much foood.

full die us...

den they went to holiday inn while i headed home..

so much for express bus.

made me wait 30 mins den the journey was 1 hr.

damnit.

lol!

ok.. den........

till the next time!

till the time i have sth to update..

beyebye :D

x)

2010-03-28T00:48:00.001+08:00

i'm starting to keep my blog alive again.

keep it going x)

even tho there's nth to update.

i'll just update a bit la.

going jb tml morn.

waking up at freaking 6am LOL

see if nel can wake..

if not me n wifey take bus in

kk gotta slp soon.

pics up soon :D

booooo!

2010-03-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

ok so i havent been updating

THATS A LONG TIME

kk im back for now.

since i got some spare time.

and i have nothing to do.

many things happened since i last updated.

okay..

hrm....

i went to taiwan n came back.

i got to know new ppl.

i've been pubbing.

i've been drinking beer.

friends came n went.

so yeap..

hopefully i still get to keep those precious to me.

packed week ahead.

fri - steamboat with wg ppl

sat - pub ? then jane's place

sun - jb :D

mon - sch

tue - sch

wed - dinner with nutella

thurs - dinner n drinks with colleagues

fri - meetup with bestie n aisha

sat - ph?

sun - REST

okay. its really packed.

LOL.

hopefully i will be more diligent in blogging.

kk ciao~~~~

Update

2010-01-29T08:27:00.001+08:00

Nothin much happening. Lost stuff last week lo. Crap hmm.. Now at tp bus stop waiting for bus.. Hmmm

update

2010-01-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

oops, realised i had badly neglected my blog.

went to sentosa on sun..

overtanned

hur hur..

just because i was there from 11-6pm

damn crazy i know.

haha..

but i had loads of fun there :)

lotsa eye candies too! :D

hahaha.

ok then after that..

nothing much/interesting happening.

so yea

just one pic

oops

2010-01-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

been missing!
hehe

anyways,
firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

:)

was busy working n all.
and also had been sick for almost the past week.
was on mc on wed n thurs.
first in the whole yr i was working.
tsk.
that shows how seriously sick i was.
bah.

fever was going up and down like mad.
with the highest hitting 39.8 deg.
alot of ppl thought my thermometer was spoilt. =.=
lol..

anyways.......
was resting alot this week.
more than any other time i had.
so im kinda better now.

in case u people miss me,
here's a pic
LOL

NYE

2009-12-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

it's NYE today.
i'm at home.

isnt it amazing?

i'm a lil sad i;m not out.

yet glad..

peaceful night. hahaha

i can slp early.

woohooooooooo

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE.

IM GONNA BE 23 NEXT YR.

it sounds scary.

oh man.

update

2009-12-30T22:49:00.006+08:00

okay..

i'll just post some pics from last sat.

i'll be dinnering & ph-ing as usual.

huat!

2009-12-29T07:49:00.001+08:00

my blog's dead.

haha.

nothing to update.

gonna be dead sooon.

i want the new year to come quick.

i want a new start.

forget about the past.

look forward to the future!

christmas soon

2009-12-23T08:03:00.002+08:00

i dont have any mood for christmas.

at least this year.

is it part of growing up?

or is it just me?

no mood, no anticipation, no excitement.

it just feels like another day.

i'll prolly head down to ikea..

to do some purchasing.

and also.. meatballs..

8 more days to the end of the year.

have you come up with your new year's resolution yet?

i havent.

even if i did, i doubt i would follow it thru either.

so.. what's the point?

i just hope i can/will be happier next year.

it's all i'm asking for..

my weird dream

2009-12-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

i keep having cryin dreams these few days.
wtf.

now i dreamt that my husband in a war,
got caught by the vietcongs or whoever n executed.
wtf.

interpretation:

To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

To see an execution in your dream, suggests that there is something or someone you need to cut out from your life.

To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your waking life You are experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle which is tearing you up inside. Alternatively, the dream also indicates that you are being overly aggressive or that you are not being assertive enough. Perhaps you need to be prepared to put up a fight in some area of your life. On a more direct level, the dream may be reflection of current wars around the world.

hmmm.
what does this mean sia
><

其实还爱你

2009-12-20T17:03:00.003+08:00

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

woohooooooo

2009-12-18T22:12:00.001+08:00

i passed my exams!!

YIPPPPPPPIESSSSSSSS

though it's not the best results anyone would have gotten.

im satisfied.

i will try to score better next time k

roar

AT LEAST I PASSSSSSSSSSSED!!!

hmm

2009-12-16T07:29:00.000+08:00

Something may be bugging you when it comes to love, Scorpio, but this is a situation that you are best to leave well enough alone. All you have wanted for some time is an honest conversation, but you need to realize that two are needed for this, and you are the only one ready at this point. What you can do to overcome this is realize that the hesitation on someone else's part is a large result of their inadequacies and guilt issues. Though these issues may have something to do with you, you can't force a conversation that is not ready to happen. Remember your authenticity with this situation, and realize that if this person isn't willing or able, that you deserve better than what they are offering. They know you deserve better as well, and you may just need a little more time before they are willing to prove that to you.

seems true.

prolly, all i can do now.. is wait?

back from holiday

2009-12-14T08:17:00.008+08:00

i'm back!

back from my holidayyyyyy

i dont wanna be back actually.

damn.

it feels so good to be away.

even just for the weekend.

hole in my pocket after yest.

LOL.

but nvm.

as long as the person's happy.

i guess its worth it?

hmmm.

pics! :D

the bath tub which i didnt get to use| the comfy bed!

the dressing table :D | outdoor terrace!

the fish spa. LOL mash potato & salad!

at the dinner table the koi pond

entrance to the room toilet in the room!

on our way back the movie tix. $3.75 per tix!

me! :x the beer can chicken. SHIOK PLS

the pre-ordered cake

that marks the end of my getaway.

i want more!

it's fridayyyyyyyyyye~~~

2009-12-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

wooooooooooooooooooo!
it's friday!
it's a long weekend for me!
at least for this week.
my short break is finally here!
:D

my trip!
wahhaha.
the surprise got a lil leaked out.
damn LOL.
nevertheless, exact location still unrevealed
;)
u'll know when u get there!
it's still a surprise! :D

wheeeeeee.
i'm meeting ingrid, rah n eng kiat later.
den off to daph's, den home to slp.
tml tml tml!
i cant wait.
LOL.
seriously!
woooooooooooooooooo~~

sneak preview
HEHEHE.
*note: its not exactly what the place offers. but close*

i'm looking forward!
are you?

inspiration

2009-12-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

The condition of being so stimulated.

hmm. inspirations..
everyone gets that sometimes.
and me? do i?
erm. im trying hard to find inspirations tho.
for alot of stuff.
inspiration, motivation etc.
just cant seem to find them.

yes i used to have a motivation.
a drive/will to do things.
a drive to study hard.
a drive to do things my best.
somehow, i lost that already.
been aimless for sometime now.

have been thinking, what the hell am i doing?
am i doing the right thing?
am i doing what i want to do?
is this what im supposed to do?
i dont know.

still sick.
only when im sick etc do i think so much.
so much that it can kill.
so much it can drive me nuts.
haha.

after this weekend, im gonna change.
i hope i can perservere this time.
it's tiring me out.
feeling really tired already.
=\

anyways,
should be meeting bea tonight i think.
heading down to town.
hmms.
still sick tho.
damnit.

i gotta be well.
ate medi this morn.
mom bought chi med for me.
slightly working.
tho im feeling tired.
LOL :x

k enough of craps..
workkkkkkkk time.
buhbyeee.

sat faster come.
i need this break.

梁文音 - 很久很久以后

2009-12-10T07:47:00.002+08:00

什么地方整年不会下雨
总晴朗着像不曾为谁伤过心
讨厌自己失去任何东西
也不争取习惯了去压抑

我以为我们很接近
却始终存在着差距
其实我都明白
我不要到最后
你的温柔只是同情

你唯一犯的错是比谁都疼我
害怕我难过才不离开我
请不要拥抱我心却是冰冷的别对不起
我唯一犯的错是我太怕寂寞
才把不属于当成一种自由
我应该让你走虽然很痛
这样的决定竟然有点感动

或许现在放手是体贴的举动
因为你爱我不该有苦衷
请不要安慰我你也是脆弱的别对不起
我成长了许多也诚实了很多
我相信过程学会不问结果
你应该让我走别再辩驳
在很久很久以后我们会懂

i like this song.

lyrics seem to be close to reality.

haha.

enjoy the song!

hmmm

2009-12-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling the stupid sick bug.
sucks man!
i wanna be well.
i'm looking forward to fri..
i'm looking forward to sat.

my little getaway.
wheeeeeeeeeee.
i gotta be well to enjoy!!

:D

张韶涵 - 偶尔

2009-12-06T13:34:00.001+08:00

huat

2009-12-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

i got nothing to blog about.
ah madnesss.
no pics to update as well.
beennn rotting
AHHA.

hair cut

2009-12-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

i had my hair cut.
by bennysim!
HAHA.
nice nice

i like the lightness
HAHAH
dye hair soooooooon? :x

there u go.
byeeeeeeeeeee
gonna slp

boo.

2009-12-01T08:41:00.002+08:00

posting up again.
am thinking of wad to do these few days.
lack of sleep.
lack of everything.

just cant seem to concentrate on stuff.
ah crap.
><
lol..

i am waiting.
waiting for i dont know what.
lol..

ahhhhh.
going crazy with the tiredness.
money money come come
x:

update

2009-11-30T07:54:00.003+08:00

sat n sunday was spent rotting aagain.

headed to hibiki on sat after work.
cabbed down.
I WAS EARLY LO!!
i reached at like 730pm, the actual meetin time.
but adel n lince were late!!
damn i was waiting there alone till dunno wad time then they reach sia.
super hungry alr.

had loads of sashimi, teppanyaki.
yummsssssss.

headed out at 930pm.
took a slow walk to the mrt.
since it was super early, we took the train.
reached st james at maybe about 1030 11?
lol..
headed to ph first..
den boiler.
opened vodka..
wanted JW at first.. but sth cropped up.
so vodka.
drink drank..
den clar the drunkard.kept mixing for us.
oh man LOL.

den after that alot of ppl came!
usual bunch, leonie, zen, ricky & bfh!..

bfh!

drunkard clar!

bd gal!

licky ricky!

stella came also!
so drink n drank..

bfh n my stupid face LOL

zen!

adel, me, stella

4 girls :D

zen n leonieeee

bfh got drunk about 2 plus i think.
sent him to take cab..
den walked back.
saw stella drunk.
so we sent her home..
to serangoon.
her mom was waiting downstairs. ><
hmmm.

headed back to ph after that.
saw stuff.
den me n adel left early.

she headed home while i headed to nana..
first time there since plush closed down long ago.
looks about the same as plush tho.

played dice with the guys.
loser drink, loser eat chicken wings.
LOL.
wth right.

den we left about 5 plus i think.
was a fight going on.
abit bo liao laa..
so we left..
headed back.

slpt till 2plus pm.
tired one lo..
den headed to kaima hse.
pack hse.
came back with so many bags.
OMG
lolol.

now im awake n super tired.
ah crap ><
lool

plans for me!

2009-11-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

got this week mapped out.
at least most of the days.

tue - parkway with adel<3
wed - vivo with adel<3
thurs - starbucks with twin
fri - town with adel<3
sat - dinner + ph/boiler
sun - kaima hse

im full for the week already.
i still have avail slots for next week.
pls book in advance.
LOL.
wth man.
i'm talking like i'm some busy woman.
which i am okay.

am reading this book now.
'why men love bitches?'
and i realised, i've been the nice girl for too long.
it's time for a change.
a real change.

k
bloody cramps are killing me.
i ought to sleep soon.

good night world.

dead

2009-11-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

apologies for neglecting!
havent had the time to blog.
(or rather, i'd been lazy to)
what's new right?

okays, anyways, exams are over.
big BIG relief.
hate studying.
roar.

caught 2012 the past few days.
i cried during some of the scenes.
wahaha. weak.
some parts were a lil too exaggerated tho.
nevertheless, i enjoyed the movie (company).
so it was back to work.

been planning for something.
and i always think i suck at planning.
never seems to get anything going thru.
><
but i hope my lil surprise will fall thru this time!
i need it to go thru.
awaiting the day!
x)

well i hope u like it too.

39 days to the end of the year.
dont you all agree that this year flew past rather quickly?
i'm still living in my own world i guess.
this year was tooo fast.
like seriously.

already past about 1/3 of my life.
still not knowing what i want.
abit hopeless right.
ahhhhh.
whatever.
i shall just take one step at a time.

boooo.

2009-11-14T07:39:00.001+08:00

it's sat.
gonna be exams.
im doomed.
ahhhhh.
gonna burn up the weekends.
i am going to.

roar

nightmare

2009-11-13T07:34:00.000+08:00

had a nightmare.
not appropriate to put here.
the other side it is.

boomz

2009-11-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

ah.
exam in 2 days.
im sick of it.

in case u all miss me
here's a pic
HAAHHAH

i dont care if its ugly.
HAHAHAH

another saturday

2009-11-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

went clubbing again!
as usual.
machiam a weekly thing.

ok.
headed to F21 after work.
tried on a few dresses.
not nice..
so only got a top n hairband.
dunno buy for wad la.
LOL.

so yeap.
headed over to mono.
saw jj there.
den mich n her fren came.
jj n the fren happen to know each other!
so it was like small world.
the whole world seems to know each other.

waited for adel <3
so she came past 9.
LATE QUEEN!
headed to movida to find kenneth.
signed her in la.
so headed back to mono.
sang quite a few songs.
:x
headed to movida after again.
cos boiler still nobody reach yet.

stayed in with JJ n grp for a while.
he intro-ed everyone..
so yeap.
new frens!
lol.
bought him a graveyard.
thats one drink i'll nv touch
HAHAHa.
so he drank half la.
i left after that.

headed to boiler.
find lince, zen n james.
so stayed there la.
drank abit.
was dancing den turn ard..
i saw jiu jiu!
wth HAHA.
he smile at me lo. :X

den cont to drink n all.
after that think we left for ph.
but super damn long que.
so we headed back to boiler.
adel fren couldnt get in.
so tried to get ken to sign in.
but de face there sure fail.
so didnt help him.
;x

saw michelle.
so kena pull in by her n ken into movida.
dance there also.
den we went back to boiler.
hectic day sia.
keep running ard.
LOL.

so yeap.
stayed in boiler la.
till dunno wad time den wanted to go ph.
but jj drunk or sth.
so went outside to find them.
he alr like gonna concuss on table liao.
so pull him back into boiler.
but too packed. so headed to ph.
lagi packed.
so i went to que n went in.
they were still outside.

tot they left alr.
so i was like stayin in.
till he msg say they were leaving for supper.
so i left to find them.
jj alr concuss n went home. lol.
headed to rv spize.
had maggie goreng.
didnt finish de noodles.
only had de 料
so yeap.
they chatted while i stoned there.

headed off at about 5am.
reach home about 540am?
damn stoned.
quickly showered den slpt.

super tired pls.
woke up at 11am.
jj sms liao lor
tt guy power
LOL.
i headed back to slp.
fallin in n out.
till im fully awake now.

super tired.
gotta mug alr.
im so dead
HAHA

k bye!

huat

2009-11-04T18:14:00.002+08:00

tho sch wasnt very rewarding, i had a great birthday.
had a cake at work..
:D
den went out after sch.
happy happy.
x)

great birthday?
i would guess so ba.
hur..
i still want tulips leh.
y didnt anyone get for me
LOL :x damn

gonna go dinner tonight x)
yeys

my birthday!

2009-11-03T13:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

other than being tired,
im happy its my birthday! :D
huat ar!

i wanna huat big big!
thanks ar!
HAHA.

wheeee

2009-11-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

had a great time at ph.
tho it was pretty sucky at first.
everything screwed up.
so yea.

had fun.
had drinks.
danced.
he came too.
it really made my night.
he left early tho.

headed to mac after.
didnt eat.
i totally forgot mom asked me to dapao for bro.
LOL :x

slpt thru the whole of sunday.
only waking up for dinner.
slept alot.

today.
stil feeling the headaches.
damn.

2.5 more hours to my birthday.
the sweetest birthday wish i would want.
is for my loved one to sing happy birthday to me.
at 12 midnight at my doorstep with a cake.
that's something i would really love.
but nobody did that before.
and i doubt anyone would.
:(

happy birthday to me.
hope i'll be happier.

boo~

2009-10-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

watched mj last night.
was goood!
everyone should catch it!!
tho i'm not an MJ fan, i say u shd catch it!

got home real late.
got nagged by mom today.
lol x)

but i was happpy.
happy happy!
LOL. x)

headin to bed sooon.
super tired.
let's see if i can wake up for supper later
LOL.

i cant wait for tml.
tml tml tml!~
happy day.
gonna see many ppl there.
yipppiesssssss
:D

hmm

2009-10-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

been well.
cant wait for my birthday.

the ultimate birthday wish.

sigh..

hmmm

2009-10-25T02:30:00.001+08:00

something made me smile yest.
as in really smiled.
it may not be a big deal.
but to me it mattered.
:x

半情歌

2009-10-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

花接受凋零
风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

=.=

2009-10-18T21:31:00.005+08:00

why does my heart still feel heavy.
when it should be lighter now.
why does it still hurt.
when it should have recovered by now.
why does it still says 'i miss u'
when it should have forgotten you.
why does it still hope for something.
when reality already says 'not a chance'
why does it still want you to be back.
when it knows you wouldnt.
why does it still shatter into pieces.
when it was already broken in the first place.
why does it wanna remember you.
when you have already forotten its existence.

as much as i want you back, you wouldnt be.

chapter closed.
goodbye.

bah

2009-10-18T08:13:00.001+08:00

firefly was okay..
drank beer n liquor.
lucky got no hangover.
skipped jb.

i slept alot.
which was good.
facial later.
slp again =.=
lol..
thinkin of astons later.
yummy.
gotta ask bro.

booooooo~

random

2009-10-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

random!

im heading to firefly tml.
wonders how its gonna be like.
jb on sat..
facial on sunday.
how pampering :X
hehehehe. x)

hmmmmmmmm.
i got a new mousie!
yeys.
cos i have a table in my room now.
i can have a mousie.
AHHAHA.
utter rubbish.

anyway.......
19 more days to my birthday!

我还想他

2009-10-15T10:43:00.001+08:00

请告诉他我不爱他
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉他我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

better in time.

2009-10-11T18:28:00.001+08:00

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

i'm still breathing. . .

2009-10-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
No, it's all for the better
That we end this here
Let's close this chapter
Say one last prayer
But don't say
That you loved me

had fun

2009-10-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

ph again.
i know.
i've been bad.
been clubbing.
been drinking.

that's my way of destress.
i stil take my mind of you.
i'm still trying.
tryinig very hard.
i believe i can and i will.

3 weeks and counting.
really a job well done.

ANYWAY.
i found a new <3

this
canon ixus 200 is.
damn damn cool!
buy for me pls LOL :x
hehehehe..

ok la.. enough of crap.
i keep coughing.
and losing my voice is not fun at all.
bah.

i need to get well soon.
ciao!

birthday wish

2009-10-01T12:45:00.002+08:00

im thinking of getting this

or this

but shit.
by the time i get pay.
no more promo!!!!!!!!!
ohh damnit.
CRAP.
:(

1 week

2009-09-29T23:50:00.001+08:00

its been more than a week.
doing a good job there.
keep it up yea.
u can do it.

ph

2009-09-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

had fun last night with lovesss..
ph ph ph..
:D

and caleb's bd.
:D

damn fun..

already gone...

2009-09-26T00:59:00.001+08:00

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

birthday wish list.

2009-09-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

My birthday wishlist.

up 2 months early..
so u all can prep.
LOL.

1) Bracelet (Simple looking)
2) Anklet (Simple looking)
3) Polaroid Camera (Cute/Nice looking)

4) Short trip
5) Simple Necklace
6) You to be by my side

Prolly first 5 are attainable.
The last one is unattainable.
ah :(

我怀念的

2009-09-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

我好怀念的

我好想好想你
ok.
abit ermmmm..
LOL :x

i miss my bd chalet last yr.
damn cock up, damn emo, damn happy n damn memorable.
i dont wish to rem the uphappy ones.
just the happy memories.
i wanna do it again this year.
but things are different.
so much so that things will not go back to where they were.
if only i could turn back time.

hurhur.
it justs sounds stupid.
no matter how i put it.
oh man this is hard.
lol.

k la time to slp.

2009-09-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

好累啊
不想了啦

hmm

2009-09-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

我不想再等了
等一个没有结局的情节
好累的你知道吗？

down~

2009-09-09T16:53:00.001+08:00

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

hmm

2009-09-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

suddenly i thought of you.
wondering what you were doing.
6 years on, how are you?

you promised to come back in 7 years.
7 years is almost up. 2 more to go.
are you gonna come back?

how are u, jnwj?
我有好多好多话想要对你说
这六年来你过得好吗？
我知道你很忙。
你说过，你会回来找我
我一直都在等待
等待你回来的那天
因为，你不会让我难过
这是你对我许下的承诺
我信你

random thoughts on a random night.
was talking to mom about him.
6 years since..
too long a time...

he was... my first.. love.

horoscope

2009-09-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

You are going through a period, Scorpio where you can not seem to decide what to do next when it comes to matters of the heart.

this is true. i feel..

been rotting the whole of today again.

不要再许下诺言了
我不想要了

mariah carey - hero

2009-09-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.

cravings.

2009-09-01T00:25:00.001+08:00

multiple cravings:

- sashimi
- astons
- honeydew sago
- dim sum
- champagne choc from royce
- ice cream

lastly,
you.

satisfy my cravings pls!

mariah carey - obsessed

2009-08-31T12:48:00.001+08:00

"Obsessed"

[Mariah (Speaks):]
"I was like, why you so obsessed with me?"

So, Oh, Oh-O- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
So, Oh, Oh-O- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
So, Oh, Oh-O- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
So, Oh, Oh-O- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
Will the real MC please step to the mic?
MC- You need an MC, place to be.
MC the MC.

All up in the blogs, sayin' we met at the bar,
When I don't even, know who you are.
Sayin' we up in your house, sayin' I'm up in your car,
But you in LA, and I'm out at Jermaine's.
I'm up in the A, you're so so lame,
And no one here, even mentions your name.
It must be the weed, it must be the E,
Cause you be poppin' hood, you get it poppin'.

Ahhh Ohhhh.
Why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know, lyin' that you're sexing me.
When everybody knows, it's clear that you're upset with me.
Ohh, finally found a girl that you couldn't impress,
Last man on the earth, still couldn't get this.

You're delusional, you're delusional,
Boy you're losing your mind.
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know,
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up, with your Napoleon complex,
Seein' right through you like you're bathin' in Windex.

Ooh Ohh Ohh.
Boy why you so obsessed with me?
So, Oh, Oh-Oh- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
And all the ladies sing,
So, Oh, Oh-Oh- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
All the girls sing.
(Obsessed, obsessed, obsessed, obsessed, obsessed.)

You on your job, you hatin' hard,
Ain't goin' feed you, I'mma let you starve.
Graspin' for air, and I'm ventilation,
You out of breath, hope you ain't waitin'.
Tellin' the world how much you miss me,
But we never were, so why you trippin'?
You a mom and pop, I'm a corporation,
I'm the, press conference, you're a conversation.

Ahhh Ohhhh.
Why you so obsessed with me?
And boy I want to know, lyin' that you're sexing me.
When everybody knows, it's clear that you're upset with me.
Ohh, finally found a girl that you couldn't impress,
Last man on the earth, still couldn't get this.

You're delusional, you're delusional,
Boy you're losing your mind. (Mind)
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know,
Why you wasting your time? (Mind)
Got you all fired up, with your Napoleon complex,
Seein' right through you like you're bathin' in Windex.

Ooh Ohh Ohh.
Boy why you so obsessed with me?
So, Oh, Oh-Oh- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
And all the ladies sing,
So, Oh, Oh-Oh- Oh. So, Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh.
All the girls sing.
(Obsessed, obsessed, obsessed, obsessed, obsessed.)

Ahhh Ohhhh.
Why you so obsessed with me? (He's all up in George Foreman).
And boy I want to know, lyin' that you're sexing me. (Lying that you're sexing me.)
When everybody knows, it's clear that you're upset with me. (Ay)
Ohh, finally found a girl that you couldn't impress, (Ohh)
Last man on the earth, still couldn't get this.
(Last man on the earth, still couldn't get this.)
(Fade out)
You're delusional, you're delusional, (He's all up in my George Foreman).
Boy you're losing your mind. (Mind)
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know,
Why you wasting your time? (Mind)
Got you all fired up, with your Napoleon complex,
Seein' right through you like you're bathin' in Windex...

the hope.

2009-08-28T08:07:00.000+08:00

posted last week about my hope.
somehow already knew about the outcome.
still hoping.

i understand.
just feeling sad tho.

u will mak up for it!
hmpf.

let me be the one.

2009-08-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

Let me be the one,
Telling you it's alright
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Let me be the one,
Loving you when you're weak.
For all of the strength you need,
You can come to me.

the hope.

2009-08-21T07:40:00.001+08:00

i'm hoping for something.
that's next friday.
is it gonna go against or towards my hopes.

i dont know. hmmm.

dont make me hold on when u're not.

2009-08-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

im back from bkk!
had lotsa fun.
though lack of shopping.
bought lotsa stuff.
but shopping is never enough.

first day headed to chatuchak.
spent the whole day there.
didnt really buy much.
den we headed over to banyan tree for drinks.
damn classy place pls.
lol
after that headed to lebua for another round.
had lychee martini n white wine
den we headed back to hotel area.
went to suan lom night market.
had dinner.. wah man de oyster so big n shiok LOL.

shopped ard suan lom..
till late den we went back to the hotel.

second day went to MBK.
spent like a good 5 hours.
bought majority of my stuff there.
had food in the foodcourt.
coffeeshop price. foodcourt standard.
nice

den headed over to platinum mall.
not much time left. sad.
so hurried n bought more stuff.
den we headed over to spa!!
damn shiok man. 3 hours!!
wah went back to hotel was like 1am liao.

packed everything.
watched tv..
'human trafficking'
wah nice.. till about 3am+
jialat lo. our flight was like gotta wake up at 6am
LOl.

so headed to airport n all..
damn tired.
x)
went to work str8.
den had sch.

so yea.
thats about it

tues went to ecp for a mini gathering.
lol. den went home..
:)

den wed. another long day.
super tired sia. haha
went to sch after that.
den i went to watch UP!!
he brought me to watch cos i've been buggin him
LOL
so yea.
i cried in the 1st 10 mins alr.
=.=
lol~

so yea..
went home after the movie.
x)

watched GI Joe!
was great! :D

so i dont think i will meet him anytime soon now.
he's too busy alr.
:(

leavin on a jetplane

2009-08-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving on a jetplane.
LOL

Just that it's not exactly a jetplane.
I'm leaving for Bangkok!
Muahahaha.
Arent you jealous.
Just that schedule is packed.
Back on Tues morn.
So we gotta be focused!

OK time to prep.

Miss me.
I'll be back soon :D

The Corrs - Runaway

2009-08-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
Not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah
I would runaway
I would runaway with you

(Chorus)
Cause I have fallen in love
With you, no never have
I'm never gonna stop falling in love, with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
Cause I have runaway
I have runaway, yeah
I have runaway, runaway
I have runaway with you

(Chorus)

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah
I would runaway
I would runaway with you

(Chorus)

by2 - 我知道

2009-08-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过娇纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

lifehouse - i live my life for you

2009-08-06T15:58:00.002+08:00

Y'know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

Chorus:
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

Chorus

I live my life for you

two steps behind

2009-08-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

"Two Steps Behind (Acoustic Version)"

Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time
to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

There's a magic running through your soul
but you, you can't have it all
(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Two steps behind
yeah, baby
two steps behind
ohh, sugar
two steps behind

short hair

2009-08-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

i chopped away my long tresses.

i wanna get a new start to things.
i wanna chop away all my troubles.
i wanna chop away all ties.
i just wanna leave everything behind.

does this mean a new start?
is this a good start?

i hope so.

Rong Zu Er - Xin Qing Bu Hao

2009-07-29T13:05:00.002+08:00

this song nice.
i download liao post.. lol :x

忧郁症爱情的见证
我沉沦没有人过问
寂寞在心底不安分
恐惧症爱情的虔诚
越完整越容易失真
你制造慌乱的气氛
我绑在犹豫中受困边逃边打
我心情不好
你的态度每天都动摇
怎么要都抓不牢
我心情不好
爱一个人最后怎会这么的可笑
付出全被你丢掉
全不要连逃避都做不到
却哭倒眼泪无助的哀嚎
你都不要

bah...

2009-07-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

soccer on sat!!
was great!
to think i still wanted to skip it!!!!
IM SO GLAD I WENT! :D

so yea.
sch starts today.
ah finance.
hmmm..

i didnt eat the whole day today.
other than the biscuits in the morn.
no appetite at all.
why why why.
sucks man.
hungry but dont feel like eating..
=\

sigh.

busy busy

2009-07-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

been rather busy lately.
busy with packing the shop, moving over, unpacking as well as settling in.
so yeap..
first three are done.
left with the settling in.
should be pretty okay to fit in.

love the new place.
looks n feels so much bigger and comfy.
come down la!
u will know what i mean! LOL
144 east coast road. :D

heading to bed for the wel deserved rest =\

trust

2009-07-20T08:39:00.002+08:00

how much can you trust someone?
some said it grows with time, others said there's only trust or dont trust.
so yea.

i dont know either.
i trust too much.
it always ended up in me getting hurt and prolly cheated.
i've learnt not to trust so much.
not even myself, sometimes.
like they always say, trust your instinct.
but, wad happens if ur instint is 90% wrong all the time?

how can you trust yourself in this case?
this is something i still cannot figure out.
the trust issue.

i very much want to trust.
but somehow, there's just something more than it seems.
is it a white lie?
or is it just something else.

some said, live life as it is.
why bother and know so much?
knowing more just means more troubles.
why not just leave things they are.
dont probe and u will be happier.

maybe that's true?
i am not sure?
how about you?

1313th

2009-07-15T08:42:00.001+08:00

booo~
its my 1313th post.

i'm bored.
it seems like i have nothing much to blog about anymore..
reading back the entries i have in the past.
it seems that life is more interesting back then.
so much to blog about..

or is it becos im keeping my life secret nowadays.
hence nothing much is up in here.
cos i dont know how to set private entries.
so..
i can only use codes n such.
ahh darn.
LOL..

this goes to show how boring i've become.

in case any of u miss my pictures.
here u go.
one pic of me LOL.

boo

2009-07-14T08:21:00.002+08:00

im back..
like after so long.
hehe.

been super lazy to blog.
no inspiration nth.

ok backtrack.
to friday.
went for wax...
den dinner @ dublai khan..
buffet..
omg so full.
hahahah..

den headed over to ps for movie..
20th century boys 2.
i actually forgot abit of the story alr..
but the movie was ok la.. got 3/5?
;x

den after that went home lor..
headed to work on sat..

den sat night..
went home n out again.
was out the whole night..
bahahah.

den sunday..
headed to great world..
had kenny rogers for lunch!
yummmy.
long time since i had that.
woooooooohooooo :X

so got tickets for ice age.
were sitting at side block.
wrong choice apparently.
so really like one sided
lol..

ahah..
so headed to kumar's office after that..
mini party!
was about 7 plus when got there.
playing games n all.
so simon n ricky pcc-ed.
i went there to see.
read a book on sharks too
hahaha.
:x

so yea..
after that machiam singing session.
haha..

den 10 plus 11..
they wanted to l4d..
so ricky sent me back first b4 heading to katong.

that marks the end of my weekend.
well spent i guess.
did u enjoy urself as i did?
<3

:)

ello~

2009-07-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

im back..
been sick the past 3 days.
flu n all.
no fever leh..
the highest i got was 37.5deg only.

haha.
so been eating alot of med these 3 days la.
hoping to get well by friday.
i have to get well!!

going out de lor.
hehehehe.
right right? :x

lala~
okies.
time to go..

*cough cough*

club~

2009-07-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

was clubbing 2 days in a row.
best part..
i worked on sat..

i had popeyes @ flyer!!
lol.
damn full sia.
<3

den we headed to dbl o on fri..
was there at about 11pm.
still too early..
met ck there first..
den saw daph n nel..
n belle n glenn..

so headed in..
simon came also..
so all made kumar drink la..
drink n drink.
i bought 2 151 for him.
hehheee...

trying not to drink alot cos need to work.
but end up still abit high.
so yea lo..

worked on sat.
stoned like hell.
cos slpt only 1 hr plus..
haha

den headed home after work...
bathed n all.
den off to powerhse!!
haha..

went mono to find bfh, ridoki n phoebe..
so yea..
slacked there awhile..
den ph to put bag..
den met with alvin n jo.
den headed to boiler to find lince.

drank abit..
i was bored there..
cos still very very sober
HAHA.
den lince up lorry
HAHAHA..
so yea..

so funny.
den headed to ph..
dance n dance..
cos drank dunno wad at boiler..
aj de btl.
so high liao
AHHAA...

podium againnnnnnn.
wheee..
went back at 4 plus..reach home at 5am ba.
slpt the wholeee day.
wake up awhile den slp again.
finally woke up at 7pm.
LOL.

den tml working again.
oh mannnnn..

that marks de end of my 2 day weekend..

hmmm

2009-07-02T08:12:00.002+08:00

i finally watched transformers!
:D
yey yey.

though de seating was abit weird la.
aisle seat at de left corner.
hahaha.
but yesh
i enjoyed the movie.

megan fox is hot.
yea hot hot hot
:x

den the action.
is goooooood!
ha..

next movie:
ice age 3
20th century boys
:D

yeyyyyyyyyyyy.
i cant wait.
x)

i wanna know

2009-06-28T16:35:00.001+08:00

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

hmmm.

2009-06-28T13:09:00.002+08:00

yest off from work to go to sch..
waited so long to pay de money.
fainted.

den headed to vivo..
something cropped up.
dint manage to watch the movie.

feeling pretty upset.
i headed to pasir ris.
ter came to find me..
den we went to e-hub.

he knows i wasnt in the mood..
so he was like my punching bag for the rest of the day.
went hk cafe for dinner..
ordered so many den cannot finish.
den he bao ka lioa LOL.
had fried squid, carrot cake, guo tie n french toast :X

den went walkng ard.
went arcade.
been ages since i stepped into one.
so played daytona.
wah so paiseh.
so lousy
LOL.

so ya. wandered ard.
played capcom duno wad fighting game.
first 2 times keep dying.
den the last time i played til final stage.
wahhaha.
ter played..
he also lost to me..

it was good for venting frustration.
okay.
next time bad mood.
just head down to the arcade..
i think it works.
after effect: hands pain ar LOL.

so went home lo.
onlined only..
ppl jui club n prawning.
so gian to club..
but super tired alr.
haish.
><
lol.

next sat den go ba..
alright..
shall go rot liao.
byeee

yey

2009-06-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

the day i've been waiting for..
it's finally here!!!
my transformerssssssss
wheeeeee.
lolol.

i am happy.
:)

hmmm

2009-06-21T13:06:00.002+08:00

been missing.

have no inspiration for blogging.
at all.

something's wrong with my spacebar.
doesnt seem that sensitive anymore.
or is it just me. LOL.

anyways.
been working n all.
school's starting soon.
that's if i rem to select the modules.
lol..

watching transformers next sat.
i mean like. ONE YEAR!
cant wait for it man
haha..
so yeap..

ok this is getting boring.
till the next time i blog.

MISS ME! :D

x)

2009-06-13T23:15:00.001+08:00

im a tanned lobster now.
lol.
red shoulders..
lol

tummy dint get expected tan.
face also chao ta
HAHAHA

so yea.
nth much done since the time i went missing.

perhaps, its time.
..

out~

2009-06-05T09:13:00.002+08:00

went out la..
yest headed to spotlight to get supplies.
end up need to ps charleston n group.
supposed to meet for starbucks....
my green tea frapp T_T

sad.
nvm next time!!!

anyways, watched terminator on tues.
not bad..
lots of action n all.
n christian bale.
fwah :D
:x

had astons before that.
went there prolly about 845.
got seats.
den the food only came at 925pm.
two of us ate like barbarians.
cos our movie was at 945pm!
damn funny.
den went up..

movie ended about 12am.
so yea.
that ended my day.

it's sat tml!
thats fast.
mid point of the year already.

a few more mths den its my birthday.
hehehe.
i want presents.
TY
:X

ok la. time for work..
byebye

whee

2009-05-31T21:58:00.003+08:00

1301th post.
LOL.
so many le..
x)

so yeap.
went to powerhse last night.
the night of exercise.!
hahaa..
danced at podium again.
really fresh air.
hahaha..
so damn packed yest lor.
as usual la..

i was surprised..
cos he came down..
with his friend.
i wasnt expecting him to though.
but it made my day la!
lol.

so danced till 2 plus ba.
den headed to boiler..
den walk here n there..
lol

headed to mac for breakfast.
leg pain so walked barefooted.
end up step on glass.
damn pain.
den bleed.
yuckkkkkkkkkkie.
LOL.

but end up ok liao la..
nehh..
den headed home la.
x)

happiness, comes from seeing the other party happy.

hmmm..

2009-05-29T09:25:00.002+08:00

had stupid dreams for the past 2 nights.
LOL.

de night b4
i dream that lee min ho came to my hse
LOL.
he is gu jun pyo.
F4 de dao ming si
LOL.
damn funny la.

he super super handsome can.
hehhehehe.

den yest..
went vivo for movie.
nice.
watched monsters vs aliens.
lame show but good for laughs la.
LOL.
so yea..

went home.
dreamt of aliens.
WTF!
LOL..
so yea..
funny lor.

tonight bKT.
yummmys X)

cant wait for tml.
FINALLY POWERHSE.
after 1 mth.
can die leh!
heheheh

k la ciao :X

..

2009-05-26T09:08:00.001+08:00

1 week.
been lazy to update.
ahaha.

nth much happening as well.
so yea.
headed to mist bd on sat.
met quite a few ppl.
so yea.
:D

had fun..

im still waiting for u to bring me out!

freedom

2009-05-20T08:15:00.002+08:00

end of exams.
finally.

lol..

so yeap.
met the rest up for w.a.x.
hahaahhaah
went in alone.
cos the rest nv do ar!!!

dn walked over to cine.
for kbox!
long time no sing.
reached there.
chiong buffet first.
ahaha.
one whole table full of food.
jialat sia.
LOL.

den fen n jane all eat den full liao.
den chiong songs.
too long nv sing.
standard drop.
wahahha.

fen is now know as hokkien song queen.
LOL.
so yae.
de 4 of us like siao-ed.
me jan fen n mopey~

finished at 11+
cabbed home.

no sms replies, no news no nothing.
basically means, he's not interested.
how do i get this into your thick head.
u shoul have known this ages ago.
wake up you!!!!

farking emo.

2009-05-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

moodswings are here to stay.

updated the other side.

whee

2009-05-17T15:23:00.005+08:00

damn full now.

met wifey in the morning.
as usual late.!
but i left the house earlier than them!! :(

den headed to century square.
makan prata!
woooooot.
prata n teh tarik.
yummmy.

den chatted for 2 hours.
in between commenting on the F4 show.
wah damn handsome man.
LOL.

met prawn after his tuition.
randomly walked around again.
hahaha.
den we settled at kfc.
had the snack thing.
so damn full ar.
hahahaha.

lots of lame jokes as usual.
ahahah.
damn funny.

den headed home!
time to start mugging liao.
i hope =\

*ps: my new crush
HAHAHHA

o.o

2009-05-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

had KFC.
long overdue.
hahaha.
been 2 weeks rite charleston
AHAHHHA.
at least we had it la.
next time will be green tea frapp k!! :D

yest headed to cine to meet the clan
hahahaha.
had shokudo for dinner.
yummy yummy..
den we headed to coffee club to slack more.
had my rose bud tea.
x)
den headed home ar.
so tired.

exam in 2 days.
crap man.
sigh.

im not cut out for studying.
but for myself n you, i'll pull thru.
i will!

okeis time to slp.
i'm totally drained.
tired ar :(

i want nobody nobody but chew!!!
LOL.
this song...
*gone*