Sweet 18

Hi! If you don't know, I'm 18 already!!! YAY?! Sweet bf decided to plan everything for me and surprise me but I just had to ruin all the surprise! It is just me... I'll do whatever it takes to find out anything and everything hahahaha. I enjoyed the celebration though, with the presence of all my family, love, and closest friends. Thank you for spending my 18th birthday with me. ^^

Before the BBQ day, bf brought me to Planet Jupiter and LUCKILY the bouncer let me in hehehe Birthday girl not drunk but others drunk lor, HAHA NI MEN HEN LAN LOR =P Took lots of photos but unfortunately, my phone suddenly die la don't know why. Before that, about a week ago, I dropped my phone in the toilet bowl and without hesitation I put my hand in to pick it up..... Disgsuting please... Saved my phone but then, it just went dead suddenly. Yup yup, so no more photos.. Had lots of fun there, would LOVE to go again =D

The next day, head for the bbq session with only 2 hrs SO GOD DAMN TIRED. SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING A GOOD HOST T_T Okay, so let the pictures do the talking ya? ^^

OMG CAN, BF LOOK SO RETARDED HERE HAHAHHAA 

WO DE BFF =D

So once I hit 18, Dad brought me to register for driving =D Attended 2 basic theory lessons with my cuzzy, good to have someone with me..

This boy boy of mine is going to the army in 2 days time.... And today is us being together for 1 year and 9 months. We always told each other, "OMG, WHY I WITH THIS KIND OF PERSON FOR SO LONG?" Haha we don't know why either... Look at his drunkard face during my birthday, so retarded can but that's the only photo I had during that day. Hopefully after his army, he will become more mature, responsible and after 2 years, he's a grown up =D Hopefully he can work for what he wants in the future. Jiayou dear =D Thank you for everything..... Sorry too...

I'm starting school soon, and it is the last week at Nera... Happy yet sad because all my colleagues are so nice to me, the people there are so so nice... So glad meeting them, teaching me about work, about life. XIE XIE NI MEN..

Ok bye, update again when I'm free. ^^

Hey, how have I been?

Hey! Finally blogging since I don't know when.. I feel there's really a need for me to blog so that I could look back next time. Was scrolling and reading through every single posts, I realised many things has changed. I see that my last post was about me studying for my O level... Well, I didn't score well, but I'M HAPPY =D To be honest, I have never never score well in any exam, instead I flunked almost every subject.. I even ranked the last in Bio class... I'm delighted to pass every single subject which I had never never did.... Not proud of my score, neither am I disappointed.. I know I did not give my best, so this is what I deserve... I have been posted to Republic Polytechic, Business Application, it was my first choice :D 

So what have I been doing during my looooong holidays (that never seems to end leh)? Been working every weekdays. I'm so glad this is the first ever job that lasted for more than a week? Never had a job lasted more than 3 days.... I'm just not that kind of person who could stand for 10 hours and communicate with customer lor. Even my colleague say I should go for Customer Service course HAHA. Currently working as an Admin at freaking Hougang(FYI, I stayed at west area). I'm happy working there, do not have to stand, do not have to talk to customer(except when I have to do reception duties, which I still do not need to face customers, just have to 假笑 to everyone who came in especially the CEO.) SO DUAPAI CAN.... 

Of course, I met new people, who taught me new things. They taught me how to communicate with people, open up more with people.... I am somehow quite anti-social I think? I learnt that to survive in this society, you have to learn to be fake... You're not going to your bossy annoying boss and tell them you hate them and show them your attitude right..... Of course, be fake when you have to, be true when you need to. Been in quite a good relationship with my colleagues, I think it is better to keep a good r/s with them cause I need to face them everyday, and why not be happy rather than being angry with each other. 

Oh, I gotta work tomorrow and here I am blogging..... Really lack of sleeps the past few days, just gonna do a quick post ya :D 

Caught Frozen on one of the weekends and it was an AWESOME movie, I would rate it 5/5. Already cried at the first part lor!!!! Hooked up to the song "Let it go". 

Cuzzy's 18 birthday celebration. :D 18 more days to mine, I'm so eggcited although I don't know what is the plan hiakhiak... Really wanna hold a party because I have never had my own party before? 

Family, are the one who will be there for you no matter. Thank God For Them. 

我麻木了，请告诉我该做什么？好像一个人安静。每个人都有自己的心里话，一些话不能说，不能讲，只好放在心里面。。。 自己好像变成一个没感情的人，好冷血。这不是我，我变得好可怕。我再也不掉泪，再也不哭，但身边爱我的人都哭了。。。这么了？ 逃避是唯一的办法吗？
You don't know how strong you are, being strong is the only choice - Anoymous 

Goodnight world :D Tomorrow will be a better day... 

舍不得

Hi orange juice! *Just a random name I thought of cause I'm drinking orange juice now ha*

Anyway, I'm eating my lunch now while blogging because I had to!!!

 I was sooooooooooooo freaking sad and kept crying in the morning when bf told me that he's confirmed going to Aus.... His family were all talking about it the past few days, but I kept telling myself that no, it's not true, no way bf is going to leave me just like that... BUT TODAY, I can't control and just kept crying like mad alone LOL Although it's only for 2 years, but 2 year is so long to me... Bf and I don't leave each other for more than 24 hours... How are we going to survive in this 2 year, omgosh no... I'm so not prepared.. 

Bf asked me along too, but one part of me can't bear to part with my family too... I also knew that my father most probably won't allow me to go cause he's one of the very very protective dad on earth haha, which makes me even sadder.. Asked my mom and I knew she disapprove it cause she kept skipping topic... My dad is coming home tonight and I'm going to ask him later at night but I'm sooooo impatient that I whatsapped him straight away and GUESS WHAT!? HE SAID YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! FUCK YEAH, I'm so happy just now, I'M ON CLOUD 9 MAN! But I'm still unsure if he really meant it so..... I HOPE IT IS!

I'm heading out later to meet my sis and head to my ahma's house to wait for my dad to be home, so excited and happy to see him!!!!! Can't wait! Miss him so much..

Oh and like about 2 more weeks to Olevel so I'm going to study soon. Shall stop here now, bye :-) 

Hectic

Hello Pixies! Blogging now just because I feels like.

 O levels are just about 28 days away... To be honest,  I have no confidence at all. What makes me so motivated? It's because I want to be on stage when I get my result. When I was looking at those pupils taking their results last year, I was so proud of them. I want to be like them to and prove those people that called me a bimbo wrong. Many people had seen me changed, that Rachel who always sleep during lesson had become that Rachel who started doing her work even during recess time.(Ok la, only for some lesson I'm still sleeping, because its soooooo boring, I know I know, you guys feel me haha.) 

Had been skipping school lately because I'm down with a slight fever and insomnia which makes me sleep during the time I should wake up???? This sucks.... Too stressed out. Enough of school, it only scares me.

A collage of silly photos with my precious. The guy that is always with me, that listens to my rants and act stupid with me. Having him and my family is just enough for me. I really can't differentiate friends that are true to me or not. I stopped trying to be a good friend to someone who doesn't treat me as a good friend. Everyone seems so fake to me, I can't trust anyone except for my fam, bf and bff. Glad to have them. 

Bf and I have a date maybe on Saturday, and he suggested that we shall go all around Singapore to eat those famous food, so can anyone suggest any place that has nice and yummy food :D This is like one of his suggestions I find it good because all he wanna do is play pool and mahjong!!! *BORING BF* So leave me some suggestions on ask.fm :D

I am thinking if whether I should cut my hair into shoulder length and bangs................. I rly don't know. But whatever, no time to think about my hair also!!!! It's gonna be a busy busy year.

Oh anyway, I just updated my phone to IOS 7... and it's like okay lor, why are people so impressed about it??? 

Sorry but I gotta end this post abruptly, I guess I'm just gonna go study.... I seriously have no life. LOL

Signing off,

Rachel

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hey hi ho

Hihihihihihihihi!!! Been so long since I last blogged because I am so lazy n busy. Decided to blog because I am so freaking scared right now as I'm at home alone and it's raining heavily outside and I kept hearing sounds. Maybe I am just too paranoid but I'm so to the extent that I started to play some church song LOL I hope bf quickly come home T_T Ok anyway, all these photos all taken yesterday featuring my floral headbands. All handmade by myself :D 

Have been going to the church for the past 2 weeks with bf's family. I am not a Catholic but i seriously enjoy going there. Yesterday I went out with bf's family for dinner at a jap restaurant, it serves buffet. The food was awesome but it was so expensive!!!!!!! Approximately $40 each person, at North point shopping centre I think, yishun there. I think the restaurant is called "Ishi mura". Anyway ya, when I was taking my food and there was this damn chao ah lian knocked onto me as if I steal her sushi. -_-" Siao zhar bor. But then, this doesn't spoil my day but I'm so happy she's so angry with me while I don't give a fuck. ^^

Life has been real bored, just 1 month + and it's my O's already.................... Supposed to be studying now but i'm too lazy... I want to sleep but I'm too scared to sleep, so I shall wait for bf to come home keke

I had so much things to blog about but I totally forgotten what so I shall end here.

Before I go, let me introduce this awesome show call "Empresses in the palace". Some huang shang show but IT WAS DAMN AWESOME. Even my bf is hooked with this show. I officially finished this show. Bf and I dreamt about the show too. If bf and myself enjoy the show, I believe both female and male will love this show, it's about jealousy at the back palace. Super awesome!

Okay zai jian le byebye :-)

Outfit coordinate

Outfit coordinate done by me :D 

Rose blouse

Navy blue skorts

Chain bag 

Sneaker with slightly high platform

Rose headband handmade by me 

Each of this items is only less than $20 ^_^  

Guess the colour of the bag :D 

Ok bye i'm going to mug now! Tatas

Sibeh suey

Hey sup :D Finally had some times to blog. Gave school a miss today cause it's only celebration and nooooo way I am going to give up my sleeps just to go to school for a celebration. YES, I am that anti-social. Pictures are from last week. Last week, caught "The reluctant fundamentalist" at cine and IT SUCK! I have no idea why we chose to watch this show even thou we don't even know what is it about. Full of regrets, I WAS SO SO SO BORED during the movie. Rating: 0/100000000000 *angry*

#OOTD that day, super in love with the blouse cause it's not that thick material and super cooling! I bought this because of the flower details around the collar, super pretty ^_^ I have never wore like this before, I feel very hip like that HAHAHAHA super love this photo also cause my leg doesn't look like a dwarf here. 

Ok, so yesterday, I was super super duper duper unlucky. It's like everything is arranged, destined, fated. LOL Firstly, early in morning I had to wake up slightly earlier cause I need to get stamps and mail some parcels before I head to school. Then, while walking halfway out I realized that I did not bring my ez-link card out and I do not have any coins with me to take bus. Nevermind, so I walked to the mrt station about 10 mins walk. 

Head to school, and as usual, Monday first period was my P.E lesson and I will always be in the class sleeping LOL. SO TODAY, suey suey kena caught and got a beta form -.- And my charger was being confiscated for 2 weeks. 

While walking back to class, a teacher suddenly come and scold me blablabla wts 

Now came the WORST THING EVER

After school, I wanted to take a bus to cck since I do not have my ez-link, I am supposed to take 172 and ended up taking 180 without realizing, so I was like enjoying eating my curry puffs in the bus. When I reached panjang I'm so happy cause I thought I'm reaching but guess what? I ended up going to Bukit batok, then Jurong East, then Chinese garden, then LAKESIDE. SO ALL THE WAY, I TAKING A BUS FROM BOON LAY TO BOON LAY. Ended up taking MRT home instead and took a cab home. -___-" My day was sooooo bad but my mood still quite okay hahaha I have no idea why. 

Have been making floral headband recently and sold some of them ^^ I really enjoy making them haha cause it's so prettyyyyy!!! Anyway, if any is interested, do visit my instashop @Shoptrixiepixie :D Price from $7-$12 mailed 

SAYO NARA :D