Something may be bugging you when it comes to love, Scorpio, but this is a situation that you are best to leave well enough alone. All you have wanted for some time is an honest conversation, but you need to realize that two are needed for this, and you are the only one ready at this point. What you can do to overcome this is realize that the hesitation on someone else's part is a large result of their inadequacies and guilt issues. Though these issues may have something to do with you, you can't force a conversation that is not ready to happen. Remember your authenticity with this situation, and realize that if this person isn't willing or able, that you deserve better than what they are offering. They know you deserve better as well, and you may just need a little more time before they are willing to prove that to you.
seems true.
prolly, all i can do now.. is wait?
back from holiday
12/14/2009 08:17:00 AM
i'm back!
back from my holidayyyyyy
i dont wanna be back actually.
damn.
it feels so good to be away.
even just for the weekend.
hole in my pocket after yest.
LOL.
but nvm.
as long as the person's happy.
i guess its worth it?
hmmm.
pics! :D
the bath tub which i didnt get to use| the comfy bed!
the dressing table :D | outdoor terrace!
the fish spa. LOL mash potato & salad!
at the dinner table the koi pond
entrance to the room toilet in the room!
on our way back the movie tix. $3.75 per tix!
me! :x the beer can chicken. SHIOK PLS
the pre-ordered cake
that marks the end of my getaway.
i want more!
it's fridayyyyyyyyyye~~~
12/11/2009 12:19:00 PM
wooooooooooooooooooo! it's friday! it's a long weekend for me! at least for this week. my short break is finally here! :D
my trip! wahhaha. the surprise got a lil leaked out. damn LOL. nevertheless, exact location still unrevealed ;) u'll know when u get there! it's still a surprise! :D
wheeeeeee. i'm meeting ingrid, rah n eng kiat later. den off to daph's, den home to slp. tml tml tml! i cant wait. LOL. seriously! woooooooooooooooooo~~
sneak preview HEHEHE. *note: its not exactly what the place offers. but close*
i'm looking forward! are you?
inspiration
12/10/2009 01:52:00 PM
The condition of being so stimulated.
hmm. inspirations.. everyone gets that sometimes. and me? do i? erm. im trying hard to find inspirations tho. for alot of stuff. inspiration, motivation etc. just cant seem to find them.
yes i used to have a motivation. a drive/will to do things. a drive to study hard. a drive to do things my best. somehow, i lost that already. been aimless for sometime now.
have been thinking, what the hell am i doing? am i doing the right thing? am i doing what i want to do? is this what im supposed to do? i dont know.
still sick. only when im sick etc do i think so much. so much that it can kill. so much it can drive me nuts. haha.
after this weekend, im gonna change. i hope i can perservere this time. it's tiring me out. feeling really tired already. =\
anyways, should be meeting bea tonight i think. heading down to town. hmms. still sick tho. damnit.
i gotta be well. ate medi this morn. mom bought chi med for me. slightly working. tho im feeling tired. LOL :x
the love.
+ ♥
+ food
+ to make people smile
+ laughing
+ classmates
+ colleagues
+ ELMO
+ tulips
+ gerberas
+ TIRAMISU
+ white chocolate
+ taking photos
+ baby daffy n baby lola
the hate.
+ liars
+ flirts
+ guys who cheat on girls
+ hypocrites
+ bitches
+ bastards
+ insensitive people
+ roses XD
+ insects
+ being alone
+ sadness
+ darkness
places i wanna go
[ ] +cable car
[x] +singapore flyer
[ ] +night safari
[ ] +singapore zoo
[ ] +underwater world
[ ] +mount faber
[ ] +a stay @ fullerton lol :x
[ ] +round the world
[ ] +hokkaido
[x] +hong kong
wishes
[ ] +CAMERA
[ ] +new friends
[x] +laptop
[ ] +new clothes
[ ] +more money $$$
[ ] +peaceful life
[ ] +tulips-FRANCOISE N ESTHER!
[ ] +tote bags
[ ] +gerberas-PINK N ORANGE!
[ ] +more time
[ ] +be more hardworking
[ ] +shoes
[ ] +bracelet
[ ] +nice heels
[x] +necklace
[x] +skirt
[ ] +korean meal
[ ] +indian food
[ ] +french food
[x] +a ring
[ ] +anklet
[x] +Casio Exilim Z70
[ ] +stress-free life
[ ] +nice dessert
[ ] +world peace [BIMBO STYLE XD] ^^V
[ ] +someone who i can call my own
[ ] +someone who loves me as much as i love him
[ ] +someone who cherishes me
[ ] +someone who loves me for who i am
